August 2010
update!!
soooo me and mr anthony(jeremy) are talking again….YAYY!!!!
i fucking love him real shit, even if he doesn’t love me back but he does so that’s not the situation. he just left my house btw :) he was here sine like 11. gotta love him <3
on to some other business i really do not know what to do for my STUPID birthday. but to be honest i really do not want to do anything. like...
fucking done!!!
ok so all i have to say is fuck Jaylan Chauncey Matthews. he can go suck an aids dick and that’s it that’s all he can stay out of my life….SO MUCH FOR BEING IN LOVE.
oh and im just putting this here unless he tries to act stupid when i confront him about it
Gettin Tatted Get At Me8-) Wifey here:-* well were getting tatted soo sag us later I love you husband 8.11.10 * /...
dammit!
i really don’t want to be annoyed or stressed this year but i know i am :(
wtf?!
my over fucking protective Baba(dad) made me delete a picture off my facebook because “my breasts were showing”. he really gets on my last sometimes. just wait until i turn 18!
change of heart
i don’t know if it’s because of the whole dance team thing that happened with me this year, but now i am extremely interested in acting and musica now(well more than i was before). my Baba(dad) knows some people so hopefully he can pull some strings for me because im tired of thinking about what COULD be. i want to make this happen. and i WILL! oh and i need to find a good acting...
i want new aim and text buddies to converse with and get to know :)
i go both ways :D
this stud named Evelyn(haha, funny named for a stud. but she likes to be called winky *wtf*?!) im just going to stick to with Evelyn. but anyways she’s a cool ass chick and she asked me out last night…………….i said no though *not really trying to be in a relationship a female just want to fuck you know what i mean? :)*. i told my boyfriend the next and he was...
i feel pretty
I feel pretty Oh so pretty I feel pretty and witty and gay And I pity Any girl who isn’t me today I feel charming Oh so charming It’s alarming how charming I feel And so pretty That I hardly can believe I’m real See the pretty girl in that mirror there? Who can that attractive girl be? Such a pretty face Such a pretty dress Such a pretty smile Such a pretty me! I feel stunning...
“see i love the person that you are but im in love with the person that you have...”
late night aim from Jaylan(so i take back the...
jaylan: babe
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
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jaylan: wake up
jaylan: i love you babe
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: wake up
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jaylan: wake up wake up
jaylan: wake up
jaylan: i love you
jaylan: wake up
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jaylan:...
what's a girl to do?
i have this horrible suspicion that my boyfriend(Jaylan) is fucking around. i mean i don’t know if it’s the truth or not, but i pray to God that it isn’t. he says he’s in love with me and i believe him. i just hope all of this doesn’t backfire on me :(
